Many years ago I had an opportunity to go spelunking. For those who don’t recognize the word, spelunking means cave exploration. I was a student at Penn State and had just been hired as a Resident Advisor for a women’s dorm. The team of RA’s from my dorm and the nearby men’s dorm RA’s were taken on a “team building” weekend that included exploring one of Pennsylvania’s famous caves. We dropped down a large hole on a rickety ladder and begin walking, squatting, crawling on all fours, and finally belly-crawling through underground passages that got tighter and more narrow as we proceeded.

Did I mention I am claustrophobic? This is actually where I found that out.

I was struggling to hold my panic at bay as we approached the last “room,” which was accessed through a slender crevice in the rock that was so narrow, you had to go in feet first and twist your shoulders to fit. A larger male RA was right in front of me, and he got stuck for a moment and had to wiggle around a few times before he made it through. That did me in. I turned to the advisor behind me and told her I was done, finished, caput, and bloody well over it. We backed up a bit so that she could shimmy past me, and she told me to wait in the passageway while they explored and returned.

As she left me, I only had my tiny head lamp to illuminate that cold, black space. I felt that I could hang on a few more minutes until they came back out and we could go back through the passages up to the surface. My logic was that since I had made it that far, going back would easier because the passages would get larger rather than smaller. All of that reasoning worked in my brain right up until the moment that my headlamp went out.

There is nothing darker than a cave. The black is the blackest black I have ever seen, and my brain was confused by the fact that I had my eyes wide open and could not see even a sliver of discernible light anywhere. It was like being in a waking nightmare.

We continue our study of John’s “I Am” passages where Jesus used beautiful metaphorical language to teach the people about his true nature. In today’s passage, he explained that he is the light of the world:

John 6 (Common English Bible)

¹² Jesus spoke to the people again, saying, “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me won’t walk in darkness but will have the light of life.”

What a word of hope for us today! We don’t have to live and walk in the darkness of sin and death but have a guarantee of eternal life that will illuminate our way through even the blackest moments.

Of course the Pharisees objected. They defaulted to their faulty understanding of the law and claimed that his testimony wasn’t valid.

¹³ Then the Pharisees said to him, “Because you are testifying about yourself, your testimony isn’t valid.”

¹⁴ Jesus replied, “Even if I testify about myself, my testimony is true, since I know where I came from and where I’m going. You don’t know where I come from or where I’m going. ¹⁵ You judge according to human standards, but I judge no one. ¹⁶ Even if I do judge, my judgment is truthful, because I’m not alone. My judgments come from me and from the Father who sent me. ¹⁷ In your Law it is written that the witness of two people is true. ¹⁸ I am one witness concerning myself, and the Father who sent me is the other.”

The truth of the matter was that Jesus stood in the witness box with his Father as co-defendant.

¹⁹ They asked him, “Where is your Father?”

Jesus answered, “You don’t know me and you don’t know my Father. If you knew me, you would also know my Father.” ²⁰ He spoke these words while he was teaching in the temple area known as the treasury. No one arrested him, because his time hadn’t yet come.

The Pharisees’ love of order, law, and the minutia of little rules had led them far astray from the love and grace of the Father. Because they had lost touch with their creating and sustaining God, they could not recognize God’s redeeming son. They walked in spiritual darkness, blinded to their own blindness.

I obviously made it out of the cave and into the light and don’t ever want to be in such a dark place again. How about you? Are you in a dark place of despair, sin, hopelessness, abuse, or grief today? Do you need the light of the world to come in and show you the way?

Jesus is the light of the world, a light no force on earth can extinguish. Open the eyes of your heart and behold him.

Let There Be Light by Michelle Robertson